December 2011
7 posts
I just smile
And pretend you’re not everything I could love forever…
Never in a million years
Did I think I’d find someone so utterly and completely perfect. Someone who would make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be. Someone that would touch my life so profoundly and just give me a whole new reason to breathe. But then I found you and realized that everything I anticipated you to be doesn’t even compare to who you are.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for
I forgive myself for my family bond. Which quite franky, is nonexistant. I always envy the people who can talk about everything with their parents, have a bunch of pictures and stories about their family, and can actually have a functional family dinner. I have none of those things, but I hope it’s not my fault.
You
Get out of my head, you don’t belong here, ever.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
I would say I’m optimistic, but I’m really not anymore.
So instead I’m just going to say that I can’t hold a grudge or stay mad for a very long period of time. I get over things so easily.
I think I have a good conscience too. Not saying I always do what is “right,” but I at least will think about it and know it’s there.
Day 1: Something you hate about yourself.
I’m easily intimidated be people and so I hold back a lot of the time. I’m not easily likable either, I’m not someone that’s special or unique.
I put my happiness in other people’s hands and that’s never a good thing. Especially, when those people don’t care.